my pointless love ..

The star always reminds me how you said i love you that long night.

I can still remember how we used to spend stolen moments to talk about stuffs where we would only end up eating . How i would end up late at school without you knowing because we stayed up late talking over the phone. The way that you would text me in eight letter word ailubyew. How we managed to keep our love and walk under the sun with hands clasp together. I can still recall every moment that my phone would beep.. And It is still vivid in my mind, when you first told me the words "i love you."

The love went on. Every day was a surprise. You'll never know what' gonna happen next. It's just between the two of us. No but's, no why's and no what if's. We savored every moment that we can because it is just our time to do so. It's about our happiness now. The happiness that we lost because we gave to people who can't even appreciate a little. Making the most of what we have was the best remedy. The matter has become US and not THEM.

And because of that I've finally learned to love again. Wholeheartedly. The person that i lost has been put up to pieces. You taught me how to stand up when i am defeated. You gave me all the strenght that i need to face the world before me. I became the person I am today because of you.

You loved me like i am the only person that you need to prioritize in your life. You trusted me for every little thing that i should know about you, more than anyone else. For seeing me for who I am, and not for who I'm not.

I felt it. That we never changed. We even moved further. The special connection that we have is still there. We were always the bestfriends that we used to be and the lovers that we've grown to appreciate.

All that I believe about love, the never ending lovelorn stories and being hurt because love is always a lie. You prove them wrong. Yeah, i guess you're right, you're really different from them. You never fail to make me the happiest girl for keeping all your promises. The trust the I am giving you is always paid off. Being the craziest girlfriend and bestfriend that i am, you still choose to love me.

I am always reminded of our million arguments that makes me laugh hard because it is just pointless. We just won't let each other win, and then later realize why we are arguing with that stupid thing, and just end up you talking about how much you love me. The nights to remember. Just you and me, reminiscing all the insane stuffs that we have done in our pasts. I love to think about the never ending escapades to places that we've both never been. Escapades that will cause our fights because we just don't actually know where to go. The times that we had that nothing can ever replace.

Two years of our inexplicable relationship. You always knew it, we can make this work. Thank you for making me believe in this. And of course, for believing in me. Believing in what we have and what we can achieve. Your right, I've been wanting this for so long. Thank you.

The happiness that you brought to me will always be here with me. That is why I am hoping that I won't wake up someday that all that's left to us are the memories that we have written in each others life.

The thin lips that would pressed into mine. The smell that would always linger. It'll continue. Until the end of the endless story.

*I may not be the most patient girlfriend. I may brag you down because of your very busy schedule, I may not understand *sometimes* your profession. I'd still like you to know, that i understand you more than you think I am. I will always be the same old person who always knew what you love to do, who accept the way it is, and who will always support you all the way. I love you!*